Mushy-saurus Day

I'm having a very emotional day.
Not only is it a mushysaurus day where I cry everytime I see something that is nice and wedding related, or if I think about our wedding in depth(more than 60 seconds).
On top of that, I'm feeling a little blog-unlovin', which is probably my fault. I'm not posting as much as I used to be able to because I'm busy finally doing stuff! I just want my blog to be successful because I make a point to be a part of the blogging community. I give back, I comment-love (SO. MUCH.), I follow, I send random gifts/words of support to those I can emotionally tell need it...
I can't help but get a little sad that I have nary less than 20 followers and only get a couple comments a day. It makes my day to see people care enough to respond to my posts. I didn't even get a comment on Amy Atlas's blog after winning her super awesome giveaway. I always "YAY" the winner of a giveaway I wasn't fortunate enough to win... I want "yays," too.
I guess I just feel forgotten.
Days like this are a stark contrast from the recognition I receive at home. At home my man celebrates me as his bride. He thanks me for dinner. He washes or dries the dishes as I wash or dry them. He reads my blog and my Weddzilla posts. He does the Wedding DIY with me. He helps me through my meltdowns. He lets me know my back isn't against the wall when I'm acting like a cornered animal.
Even my animals worship me. Ava awaits my return home at the door and calls to me as I near it. Lucy calls out "Meeaaam" to me. Mama kitty follows me around like a dog. The rats hold my hands and lick my fingers. Noni snuggles into me and kisses my nose. They'd all read my blog if they had thumbs, I'm sure.

To all the people who do follow me (Lissa, Kamie, Meaghan, Mom, Shawn, Kim, Diana, hearttypat, Laura): Thank you, and I love you.
Really.

I'm probably just being crazy.