How Am I?



"I'M IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION!!!"



People I have been talking to and seeing lately always ask me the same question "How are you feeling?"
Let's see... I'm at 7 days to the wedding... but I appear mostly normal. Let me tell you how it really feels!!!
Underneath my ebbing surface glow, there is a mountainous mound of stress and cautious anticipation. Every worry, every tear not currently streaming down my face, every nervous giggle, every gift letter, everything to do with this wedding is settling under the surface and in the back of my mind. Like a wedding glacier, right Diana?

I am a highly emotional being, that I have realized. I only recently learned to be master over my emotion that displays in the last couple of years. I am so glad for that this this week because I feel crazy but I can keep it in check. I think I'm not outwardly crazy too because of all the steps we have taken to be really organized! I have EVERY SINGLE PAPER or thought that we will need in our wedding binder. I think for safety I should duct-tape it to my leg as a garter on the wedding day.

But honestly, I am SO ready to just sit back and enjoy the shew on Friday the 10th, and watch all our hard work planning and organizing play out. And I want to promise something here and now: I will not abandon this blog! I may not have the most followers, but damn do I ever have THE BEST.

Thank YOU, personally, for all the warm wishes!!! You guys make me well up daily.