Remember a while back when I was mad?
I said I had an issue owning up to the fact that things I create and do are amazing and dynamic; like everytime I shared news or a creation I perceived that it was received with a "Oh, that's nice... let's put that on the fridge."
No more.
A couple of days ago I was finishing my yoga with a relaxation/meditation and tried as I did, I couldn't keep thinking about this issue of mine. This was one of those times that being just the right amount of crazy like I am really helped me: I started a conversation with myself.
In my head: "All of that; including the talking to myself bit."
But really. I can go back in my memories and correct that issue I had and it seems so obvious now. The wedding was a big deal: look how many people came just for us, how many people helped to put up decorations, how many things people took charge of and did just for us.
THAT was a big deal; still is. So they must have thought so, and still do.
DUH, Hillary... just... duh.
I said I had an issue owning up to the fact that things I create and do are amazing and dynamic; like everytime I shared news or a creation I perceived that it was received with a "Oh, that's nice... let's put that on the fridge."
No more.
A couple of days ago I was finishing my yoga with a relaxation/meditation and tried as I did, I couldn't keep thinking about this issue of mine. This was one of those times that being just the right amount of crazy like I am really helped me: I started a conversation with myself.
"Self, why do you think people feel like that?"Out loud: "Yes. Yes it is quite enough of that."
"Because everyone else's news is just so legit all the time."
"How is it more legit than yours?"
"... I guess it's not."
"Oh. So you feel like other people don't take your news as seriously because you don't take your news as seriously?"
"...I guess that is why."
"Well that's enough of that then, isn't it?"
In my head: "All of that; including the talking to myself bit."
But really. I can go back in my memories and correct that issue I had and it seems so obvious now. The wedding was a big deal: look how many people came just for us, how many people helped to put up decorations, how many things people took charge of and did just for us.
THAT was a big deal; still is. So they must have thought so, and still do.
DUH, Hillary... just... duh.
Sometimes conversations with ourselves are very needed:) I do that sometimes too. Happy Friday, sweetie. xo
ReplyDelete@Diana Mieczan, totally. :o)
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