I just want to say that I love myself today because having surgery was the scariest decision I have made in a long time but now that it is done I feel SO MUCH BETTER! Already! I mean I have no makeup on and haven't for days and my undereyes aren't dark anymore. I feel GOOD. Sore, but by contrast SO GOOD.
I also love myself because although I only one "hose hooked up" now (the cyst mangled my tube... Yee) I am perfectly fine with it. I just would feel bad if others felt badly for me about it. You only need one! Besides, now this summer we'll have a sort of baby lottery, if you will.
And today I love Shawn. I love him everyday but the last week he has taken care of me so well. I'm crying right now thinking of all the things he did for me. Things I never dreamed another person would have to do for me. He fed me, got up in the middle of the night to walk me to the bathroom ten times (at LEAST), held me while I cried and wretched the 48 hours before surgery, just... Everything. He is my best friend and the best husband and partner to me.
I love you, Shawn. Thank you for everything this week.
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3 comments:
So glad you are on the mend! So proud of you making it thru and how lucky we are to have found such wonderful men! many hugs! miss ya!
I am SO glad you are feeling better already, Hillary! You are so brave and strong to make the decision to have the surgery done, and I can't say enough how much you inspire me. It's wonderful to go through life with your best friend at your side, too. Keep on healing!
He is such a sweetheart and I am so happy that you are doing better, darling:)Kisses and hugs:)
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