I just realized...

Continuing to do something you no longer have passion for simply because you have been doing it for so long is just as bad as not doing something which you were destined for and right for all along until much, much later... if ever... especially if it is to continue the status of never having done that, for reasons of pride or anything else.



I admit that I haven't cut my hair for a long time for many stupid reasons.
One reason that's not stupid is that after I stopped hair modeling, I wanted to go back to my natural state. Wild, non-dyed hair. Especially for our wedding. Especially for when we had a baby.
I didn't want to upkeep a dye-job... and I love my wash and wear long hair. The last time my hair was short it was for a hair show, and I loved it... and then hated it. I felt so unattractive.

But I have toyed with the idea for a long time. Since our honey moon, when I changed out my pre-marriage nose ring for my naath I have wanted to shed my hair and start again.

Maybe next month. I bet I could do it...