Here we are, damn-near smack in the middle of something people charting/trying to conceive call the "Two Week Wait" "2WW" or "hell."
All month you wait to release an egg, then the rest of the month you wait to pee on a stick. What's the big deal? It's 2 weeks right? WRONG. During this time, some women get a little--crazed. I could almost be included in that if I weren't keeping myself so darn Zen constantly and dismissing any creeping negative thoughts. Learning about fertility astrology to keep myself entertained in a proactive-feeling way helps... that and chart-staring (NOT).
Symptom-charting replaces OPK's and everything seems like it could be an indicator of pregnancy. Gas? Write it down!!!
I'm only doing this during the day when I'm not home and I find myself bored. Then at home I pretty much "ground" myself like I did from Pinterest because that worked; this is, too.
Some also start testing too early with the home pregnancy tests and continue to test everyday of the 2WW. I already know I cannot do that to myself; BFN's DESTROY ME.
I also decided that "drinking 'til it's pink" is not for me, either. I did not have a margarita last night when we were out for Mexican food and Shawn had one. I didn't even ask or have a sip. It's not "good" or "bad," nor is it "easy" or "hard." It's just my choice.
So since my parents will be out of town until the 2WW is over (and that is not conducive to a newsbreaking meeting to all potential future grandparents), I am waiting. Some days I am more patient than others... today: eh. Hang in there with me, won't you?
All month you wait to release an egg, then the rest of the month you wait to pee on a stick. What's the big deal? It's 2 weeks right? WRONG. During this time, some women get a little--crazed. I could almost be included in that if I weren't keeping myself so darn Zen constantly and dismissing any creeping negative thoughts. Learning about fertility astrology to keep myself entertained in a proactive-feeling way helps... that and chart-staring (NOT).
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I'm only doing this during the day when I'm not home and I find myself bored. Then at home I pretty much "ground" myself like I did from Pinterest because that worked; this is, too.
Some also start testing too early with the home pregnancy tests and continue to test everyday of the 2WW. I already know I cannot do that to myself; BFN's DESTROY ME.
I also decided that "drinking 'til it's pink" is not for me, either. I did not have a margarita last night when we were out for Mexican food and Shawn had one. I didn't even ask or have a sip. It's not "good" or "bad," nor is it "easy" or "hard." It's just my choice.
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9 comments:
2WW is hell. I hated all the months we were seriously TTC and it drove me insane! Good luck Hillary and Shawn!
@Jen, is that "you" you?! Thank you! LOVE YOU!!!
thanks Hill!!!
Good luck!!! Stay Zen!
I can only imagine how hard the waiting times must be. Maybe a vacation is in order to help take your mind off over thinking things. I know two people who both conceived while on vacation. Hawaii and Vancouvar BC worked for them. Even it if's not necessary it would be fun :)
@melissa, thanks! Zen FTW!
@Stacie, Hopefully the 6th comes by fast!
If we do need a vacation, I have one lined up for Shawn's birthday next month just in case! :oD
I'm definitely hanging in there with you, girl! I also plan to stop drinking entirely once I'm actively trying to have a baby. But I know that for me, it will probably be hard, since I love a nice glass of wine now and then.
@Heather... it is kind of hard... I just watched 2 margaritas and 2 other drinks in the last 2 days be drank. I have gone without drinking before for a year (just because), so I'm just trying to get back into that mindset. :oD
I'm right there with you it is killer. Thank you
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