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30 April 2012

You Can't Always Get What You Want...


I realized a great many things this weekend, and then this morning as I began to incorporate them into myself, I received a phone call from the Doctor. It has only been 3 days since my appointment. But, yes.
My yes has come.

Yes, I am healthy enough to have a baby now.
I have no more cysts, no more precancerous cells and no more CIN1. I can have a baby!

I had immense faith that I would heal, but I didn't know if it would be "on time..." On my time is what I should say. I hardly ever get what I want when I want it. I either require growth, time, or both when they are one and the same. As soon as I want something I start to work towards it only for me to be set back waiting, waiting, waiting. This time is different, at this stage anyway.
I was running out of my Pill and I had no prescription. The doctor had me on some different than my old kind to see if it would help the cyst shrink before surgery. Now they are gone, and I have gotten this call.
Meant to be? Maybe. Feels that way...

Is it bad that I'm now way more excited about the Offbeat Mama meetup that I can be one?

Is it bad I can't stop happycrying? If it is, I don't care. I can't help that one!

16 comments:

Unknown said...Reply to comment

YaY!! So glad to hear that you are all healthy to start your family! Have fun! ;)

Anonymous said...Reply to comment

That is really good news. I am happy for you. My sister went through the same thing, she had ovarian cancer, went through chemo and they removed all the cyst's. Three months later, she was pregnant.

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Caren Richardson, thanks Caren!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Rawrr.Roots that is a GREAT story.

Diana Mieczan said...Reply to comment

yahoo!!!!!! I am so excited that you got the call and that everything is great! So now you can start trying, right? I just did a little happy dance for you. Have a great morning, sunshine. See you soon. xo

Morgan said...Reply to comment

That is such fantastic news! Congrats on getting the news you've been waiting for!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Diana, I can FEEEEELS the happy dance! YAY!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Morgan thank you!

Tinygami said...Reply to comment

Overcoming health obstacles can be one of the most trying challenges we ever have to endure. To see you overcome and be ready to move on to start your own family is truly fantastic. Very happy for you!

Heather said...Reply to comment

I'm so happy for you, Hill! Major hugs!

amy b.s. said...Reply to comment

how wonderful! congratulations and so exciting!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Stacie you are so right, thank you for your support!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Heather, major hugs back!!! thank you!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@amy b.s. thank you! I can't wait to have a baby f!

Laura said...Reply to comment

so glad to hear you are healthy and you can take that off your mind! That's very exciting - I've been starting to have some major baby fever lately too!

HiLLjO said...Reply to comment

@Laura wahoo for baby fever! lol, I think sometimes puppies can do that to you.

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